Tuesday, February 07, 2006

~*...rotating my canvas, again...*~

normdate 2.7.06
2:43pm


i am sitting on a picnic table on the shores of lake jootenay. i am surrounded by tree covered mountains. this unusual february weather has me without a jacket on, walking on green grass. there is geese poo everywhere though. kinda par for the course when you're surrounded by geese ;)

the prana flows strongly through this valley of the kutenais. behind me is the big orange bridge, or bob as the locals call it. i've just finished tuning into the kutenai force through spinning poi here in the park. i've learned the reverse butterfly. time to learn new ways to tweak out the butterfly. and so my repetoire of fluid poi movements continue...i can't wait to spin fire.

i woke up this morning to a new day. there is a wireless network in the home i'm stayin in, and a laptop i can use just a few feet away from the sofa i am sleeping on.

my vbelly and spirit are full thanks to the soup kitchen down the street from where i'm staying. free food, who can argue with that? a young man did fellowship with me as i ate, and we shared our perspectives on who god is with each other.

"if everyone agreed on everything, nothing would ever change."

i've got my own copy of the new testament thanks to the soup kitchen. i'm going to read the book of romans as i promised my mom i would. i look forward to discussing it with her, to sharing our interpretations of the story and words. everyone has their own point of view.

god hates religion.

"there are an infinite number of ways to right meow. right or wrong is just perspektive."


i'm going to the youth employment research center now to work on my cv. its been so long since i've made a resume, especially seeing as i've been the one accepting resumes for the past 7 years. i guess its time for me to rotate my canvas, work on the painting of my life from a new perspektive.

again, the sun is shining brightly above the mountains in front of me. i am pleasantly reminded why i wanted to come back here to live.

last night, talking to owen and julia our conversation expanded our horizons. julia, one of the most beautiful souls who lives in the home i am staying at, was describing to me her trintiy. she made a triangle with her hands and described each of the three sides that completes her trinity. our minds were expanded when i showed julia that her trinity is really not made up of three, but rather four by including the space that surrounds her trinity. that is all that is not. it is none of it.
this truth, going beyond the balance of two, the trinity of three, was revealed to me thanks to a beautiful dreadlock named theresa.

theresa and i shared an incredible experience through breath play at a private party. with our clothes on, we caressed and synchronized our breathing. she showed me that breathing is a four part process.

inhale
pause
exhale
pause

it reminded me that there are more than just two sides to everything, more than three, there are an infinite number of sides.

the conscious
the subconscious
the unconcscious
and none of the above


when you are looking, there are particles of possibilities. when you are not looking, there are infinite possibilities of consciousness.

get people into agreement, then make a suggestion.

"those jeans look good on you, but i think this pair over here will flatter your ass even more."

~*...normaste...~*

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